Your Name...!

How are you meant to stop thinking about someone when your head is constantly reminding you!
You try to keep busy and when your distracted enough, your heart notices your not in pain and then it decides "Remember, just for a sec". Then it starts. Pain all over. Make it stop. Please

How do think i feel when you did what you did and then do that? Do you think I'm that stupid that i didn't know anything? I may give off this naive, confused look but i notice everything and everyone. You said you liked that, called me weird. It was how i knew you cared, or so i thought...

All i did was like you and i thought you did the same, how wrong was i? Very!

I think I'm ok, because I couldn't have liked you that much, right? Well when it hits me, i feel like crumbling. I'm used to hiding everything and pushing it away, doing it for quite a while but this is hard. I need to stop thinking of you, reminding myself of you. I'm hurting myself as much as you did....probably more.

But i cant help myself, I'm doing it to remind myself that i am actually alive inside. I'm not dead, not on the outside. Not yet anyway.

If your looking for me, I'm in a whole. Waiting. Just waiting for it to stop