Sometimes my granny is such a bloody two faced bitch!! Right at this moment i hate her so much, and i know you might think i will regret this post in the morning and will be feel guilty about but not this time!
She had the nerve to say i am Paul's side! How dare she say that, i cant believe she had the nerve to saying something so hurtful and mean! So annoyed at her right now and my keyboards are felling the full force of it.
For those who don't understand what I'm on about, theres a full account in my first post. But the Cliff-notes version is my aunt and uncle separated in October. He (Paul) left Deborah and it was a complete shock, i know everyone says that but the first i knew about it was when she said he was going and then he left! Its been how ever many months since and i am still trying to get my head around it. See they were like my other parents and they have no kids, live 12 houses from me and i was in their house every day since i remember so it was like my parents separating.
Unfortunately i live with my granny and Deb is her daughter (so my blood aunt) and of course hate Paul at the moment. But i cant, i just cant! Ive seen him in my life more than my actual dad...he is the best thing i have to constant male role model......or he was! But me and granny always come to blow, about anything really, but she took it a step too far tonight. I know secretly (or not) everyone has picked sides and its mostly Deb considering she is their sister, aunt, daughter. I genuinely haven't and cant pick sides, more importantly i don't want to have to!
Hate feeling like this!! Feeling better now that i got it out and talking to someone on MSN i don't really know but its good to talk about nothing for a chance :)
all for now
~danis
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