I was going to do a month by month synopsis of 2010 but i don't want to keep dwelling on the past so shortening it down. Welcome to my first last post on 2010!
January: Christmas exams and results and the realization I don't like this course one bit, I loved the friends i made but wasn't staying there for them!! What do i do....dwell on this for the next 6 months (not healthy!)
February: Nothing out the ordinary happening here, missing more college and spending waay too much time in Starbucks. Cavan's Got Talent (CGT) starts...relevant for later.
March-April: Same really...more time spent thinking about dropping out and still in Starbucks more than i should be. CGT really hotting it, Paul's (uncle) band making it to the final and i meet someone, really like her and enjoying the banter between us
May-June: Summer exams, knowing regardless of my results i dont want to come back. Holidays to Spain and a time to relax. Paul wins CGT and something happens with that person (not a good thing)
July-September: Results and the inevitable confession I had to spill, it went down ok. I think it was because my surrogate sister (really close neighbour) spent two years in a course doing nothing because she didn like it! It was nice to have someone on my side and that can relate to how I was feeling! Totally regretting meeting that and wish I didnt know her! Couldnt even listen to Pendulum w/o feeling down. Enrolling in the college in town only to make people happy and so i wasnt sitting around for a year. College is fun and meeting new people was great, wont make a career out of it but its better than doing nothing!
October-November: This is when shit hits the fan big time. Its the reason I started this blog. With that in mind im not repeating myself...Heres what i didnt tell you: My birthday came and went, no more a teen i am....20 Eeek! The worst part of my situation is i really wanted to move out, but still be close to home....now i cant do that!! See how this year goes *Fingers crossed*
So thats 2010 and now looking forward! Throw everything you got at me 2011...im ready for ya.
If im quick i might get another one up in a few....we will see.
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